I know what rhymes with orange

Look not too pretty today. I stayed up too late and cried for a long time. Then I had nightmares about this guy that wanted to skin our cat alive. It was horrific. I was thinking "how in the hell did I come up with that?" and then I remembered something from the book I'm currently reading ("You Must Remember This") and I won't repeat it here cause it's really disturbing, but I think that's how such unpleasantness ended up in last night's dreams

I had another dream a few days ago in which someone said something about my dad not being around anymore and I said "Yeah he is: he's sitting right there" and then I pointed to the couch my dad was sitting on.

So that's the downer news.